My husband asks me, "Babe what have you gotten out of this course so far?" Honestly, I struggle to answer.. "Consistency" I replied, which is something I have struggled with my entire professional life. At least I am faithful to my reading the 7+8+1x3+1x3+2x3 + 1x28 pages and the shapes and colours, my dmp, etc so WHY then am I not experiencing what many others are sharing such as, 'moved me to tears' ?
I AM enjoying the time I am forcing myself to take each day to do my required reading. I AM enjoying curling up in the corner of the couch each morning and evening focused and inspired, I AM struggling with the sit and am doing it 3x a week on average - keep putting it off then it gets late then I fall asleep.... why? What am I afraid of? When I do do it, I seem to have a pretty good handle on the expected exercise, is that a good sign? I think so :)
Gratitude is my most favorite feel good and so here I go; I am grateful for my (perfect for me) guide - way to go Mark & Davene! I am grateful for the videos, homework, reading material etc that get posted each week on the kajabi page. I am grateful for the vulnerability others show through their contributions on the alliance pages. I am grateful for my guide. I want to personally thank my guide Lori for being one of the best! Seriously, it felt so good when Mark said maybe you got a compass in the mail and I was yelling into my computer I did I did!! Lori sent me this sweet little card with a compass inside, (all the way to Canada!) and for her choice to courageously challenge my stubborn attitude (as I build trust with her) which is ultimately setting me up for success in my DMP and my life... thank you Lori!
What I appreciated from the webby this past week was Mark challenging us to find just one sentence that each of us will bring along to Scroll Two (starting tomorrow YAY!). As of now, I am between, 'Today I begin a new life' and 'I form good habits and become their slave". Decision will be made at bedtime!
In closing, this week it was really brought home to me the importance of effective (aka good) habit creation! IF I create an ineffective (aka bad) habit of any kind really but specifically, setting goals that I do not achieve, it sets me up for a whole party of excuse, disasters and failure! More on that in my next post.
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