As I read the 3rd chapter of my workbook, I'm feeling a strange inner conflict mixed with excitement ... I actually think I am finally starting to comprehend this or am I? Or, is it that this program is so densely powerful that my mind tries to convince myself I get it because of all the time energy and effort I am using to to get it?
Powers. Possibilities, Progress. I do have control.. IF I stay positive, confident, breath into my diaphragm and fill the solar plexus and eliminate fear? What IF I don't eliminate fear ...what then am I manifesting?
Thought is energy. Yes! How exciting and scary! So in my head, I get it... why then is it taking so long to digest it to the rest of my body? I mean, I'd like very much to comprehend this in a way such that, I can use this powerful information!? I'd like to be sunshine, radiate sunshine and be magnetic,
(in a good way) who wouldn't? This is tough stuff, or is it?
(in a good way) who wouldn't? This is tough stuff, or is it?
To think is to create. What we focus on grows. Where attention goes, energy flows. Yes Yes Yes!
When I think of squeezing a lemon into my mouth and instantly I start to salivate I am blown away- the subby really doesn't know the difference between real and not real which is great except... when I read my definite major purpose in life, why do I not start to salivate? I'm scared! Does biting into a lemon excite me more than liberty, recognition, becoming financially free? More than taking care of my family, more than living in my paid for fully furnished 8000 sq ft dream home, more than feeding and educating children around the world?
Perhaps I simply don't believe it is possible. I don't know how I would feel and so I struggle with pretending to feel a way I wouldn't know?
Perhaps I simply don't believe it is possible. I don't know how I would feel and so I struggle with pretending to feel a way I wouldn't know?
Week 3, feeling conflicted
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